Working out is the best feeling ever. My abs and legs are sore from exercising this morning and I ran so hard that I almost puked.

Still feeling fat as fuck because I ate half of a chicken burrito from Taco Bell yesterday… I don’t know what I was thinking. it had sour cream on it. I couldn’t really turn it down because my friend brought it to me and sat there while I ate it and I couldn’t even purge it because she was still here.

Still fooling my roommate into thinking I’m eating. I made ramen noodles for lunch and took one bite, he left and I threw it away in the outside garbage.

People are telling me I look thinner but it’s just because they know I’m working out. I hate fake compliments.

I’m the narrator and this is just the prologue.

I noticed today that my belly looks smaller from the side view. Not small enough yet, but smaller than it was.

I have nice boobs, but I’m afraid I’ll lose them when I start dropping the weight faster. C’est la vie, non? I’d rather not go down a cup size but it will be worth it when I’m thin.

It’s been at least 46 hours since I’ve had a full meal. I fooled my roommate into thinking I’m still eating properly, so when he offered me a piece of ham yesterday I chewed it a little, then spit it out in the toilet. Meat is gross. -_-

My goal for water intake today is 5000 mL. I will also be doing P90X abs today. :) no candy, no soda, no meat, no breads, just water and a few strawberries.

… to starve myself now. :) I used to have such a hard time resisting food but I’ve gone 24 hours with nothing but ice water to drink. My hands are a little shaky, but no hunger pains yet.

Not taking my appetite suppresant pills actually works out better, even when I smoke weed. I don’t get a huge rush of hunger if I don’t take them.

Down a size, so that’s excellent.